need a room

a tangle of duress, gosh

i'm bleeding pretty badly

this must be bad for me

lack of a bathroom thing

i feel insufficient to live amongst all these people
i pray that you help me make it help me work it

being good as you say.
he is a doctor; they have a boat
the whole family is Christian to boot&
they seem to love in the pure
It's a big family-
strange, actually
the inverse of mine

just trying to make it
wanting love- a partner to cling to
with which to binge& to purge
a truth in the belonging
albeit slightly despised& desperately