Friday, June 3, 2011

financial salvation

small doses
kindly extensions of the heart.
i wish this wasn't my position
but i see my self
to the recipient
restitution is in order.
at times i feel suicide is
the only way to alleviate my guilt.
a complex, that's what they'd call it.
gypsy syndrome
"yeah, my family is fucked up."
that's why i'm a wanderer
looking for something no one
has been able to find.


that's something that's crossed my
mind in more than one connotation
i keep a distance from many
they need not realize the severity
of my conniptions, connivances
contrivity. i am depraved in so
many ways, you see.